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Tuesday, March 4, 2008


Ill never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
Ive got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
Ill do my crying in the rain

If I wait for stormy skies
You wont know the rain from the tears in my eyes
Youll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
Ill do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since were not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope youll never see

Someday when my cryings done
Im gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, youll never see me complain
Ill do my crying in the rain

Ill do my crying in the rain
Ill do my crying in the rain
Ill do my crying in the rain


Finally I bought a Swiss ball. Today I had back pain so I decided for a change to put the notebook on the table and check out the magic of the Swiss ball. Mine is size 75 cm and yellow. It took more than half an hour to pump it coz we were using the pump for bicycles but now it is fun to bounce on the ball. Am still able to type without looking at the keyboard while bouncing. Haven't used it for exercises yet but hope I do so soon. Yesterday while talking to mother on skype having the cam turned on I managed to fall backwards...headset got plugged off least no damages to notebook:)
Bounce bounce :D

One day you get to meet your fear

And one day the moment comes when you have to meet your fear face to face.
So shall we pretend we are brave and fearless? Coz no matter how long you avoid something ...
I am still not sure how I ended up in this situation and it really pisses me off that it's something I couldn't avoid (stepping back will mean giving up or even showing my fear) neither control.
Oh well but I already lost my points due to my boyfriends stupidity. He already has revealed to her that I am jealous. How better can it get?
After all you can't force one to do anything. And this situation proves that the more you share, even with your sweetheart, the more closer the opportunity to get fisted comes.
So what's the conclusion? Be silent as a mouse and reveal as less as possible? This will make you mysterious and raise his interest? I should keep notes for the future coz u never know...
Anyhow I was looking forward to a calm and relaxed long weekend but now since she will be there I can say good bye to the idea of enjoying my time there.
Am a little worried about my behavior coz I was never in a situating like this but as people say there is a first time to everything. I just hope my face won't get fucked up by the nail polish remover.Blah.
I am confused :(


Акъла май ми е някъде другаде. Днес исках да си почистя лицето...търкайки се с памук усетих силно парене и задушаваща миризма и тогава се усетих, че съм натопила памука в лакочистител!!!

Monday, March 3, 2008


I am sick to be challenged on a daily basis!

Sunday, March 2, 2008


Today I was visiting some friends with M and my flatmates. One of the hosts is a crazy ebay buyer:)
So he logged me in and he was showing me good one point I saw sunglasses...1 minute left till the end of the auction and I bid...and I now I am waiting for my sunglasses.Price is more than good. Sunglasses are aviator model and I am curious to see :)
Will write after I receive it;)