Todays trip Sofia-Vienna-Prague

I got nothing to say

Respect yoursekf so others can respect you too

I can't sleep

Oh my oh my, have to be up in 3 hours and can't sleep :(

Christmas party

We had this Friday the yearly Christmas party and it was much better than the year before when I was new in the company and hardly knew anyone. I am proud of myself for surviving all night on heals:)

Chineese dinner

Today I had Szechuan pot with my colleagues

The best date you can have is with yourself

Telling you from experience as today İ finally went for a massage. My lucky body parts were my back, neck and feet. Should do that more often.

Christmas markets in Dresden

Even though the temperatures have fallen below zero yesterday I went on a trip to Dresden. The Christmas market there is just amazing. The only 'problem' was that it was way too crowded. Nevertheless I had fun, managed to get Ukala boots on half price:)) bought some Dresdener Stohlen to bring home and had a good day.

Joined the Converse family

Skyfall

I saw Skyfall on the weekend and I must say the movie is awesome. Moreover the new Bond Girl is just stunning. Bond himself is also not bad and I don't get it why everyone obsesses about him drinking Heineken. I think I saw him have a beer once. Is that overexposing? The movie was worth seeing, so don't hesitate. Adele's song is also awesome:)

Don't update much here

In case someone reads seems I am updating more twitter and Instagram than the blog. I

Cultural Saturday or time for ballet

On saturday me and a friend went to see Americana III in the state opera here in Prague. It was very cool ballet play because it consisted of three parts and each was different. The first one was very classical with music from Tchaikovsky the second part was modern ballet and the last one was more like musical. 3 in 1;)) wanted to wear a dress but decided to wear a cardigan which I had bought in London almost two years ago but never wore it until now.

My new hobby

Recently I started cooking a lot. I try to eat following the low carb high fat principles. Here are some of the meals I have prepared:


Chicken breasts with leak


Baked eggs with mushrooms and zucchini


Cottage cheese with blueberries and omelette with feta



Parmesan chips


The masterpiece namely veal meat with mushrooms cream and cauliflower mash


Zucchini soup with feta cheese


Chicken meat with spinach


Salmon fish with mushrooms and tomato


Chicken with broccoli


Goulash soup with veal meat and zucchini


Boiled eggs with butter red pepper and yogurt and garlic on top. Typical bulgarian meal. This are some of the meals... Hope you like it;)

Thoola concert

Yesterday I went to a concert of the band Thoola. Multi culti band playing cool songs and instruments. The concert was on a boat on Vltava and being on the boad it felt like being in a cottage somewhere in the mountains. Everything was wooden and it felt cozy. The one thing which sucked was the weather outside and by the river it was much much colder. By the time I got home I was frozen:( It already gets dark by 6 pm and I don't feel like doing much. I have a todo list which I hope to sooner or later manage namely clean my flat to perfection. Somehow having a clean flat gives me a peaceful feeling although I get very fast pissed off as 2 days after vacum cleaning the floor is covered in small fluffy dusty balls. Ah well. I was wondering in the last weeks if I can still wear ballerinas but with the snow last weekend I think it is time for me to clean all the summer shoes and put them away. This is actually something I am looking forward to:) I don't think I will manage today since today on my todo list there is cooking a tasty low carb goulas soup. Now that it got so cold I love soups even more. I even bought a blender so I guess I can be experimenting a lot with different kind of soups. Stay warm :)

First snow

The winter is officially here. Saturday it snowed...soon will be time for snowboarding. I need to buy a bag to carry my snowboard in as well as new pants.

Yes! yes! yes:)

So today I finally made it to the gym. Took it easy, walked 20 minutes on the thread mil, lat pull down, push ups, lunges, sumo squats. Let's see how much my body will hurt tomorrow. I picked up the case for the notebook...somehow stuff always look better on pictures but whatever:) Now I only need to bring it to the service and I am all set. Even redirected the mail from my old address. Now eating a delicious salad from lettuce, red onion, avocado, tomato and feta. Yumm!!! :)

Good morning world! It is almost weekend!

No plans yet for the weekend. On my todo list today pick up my Macbook cover from the post, ask them to redirect my mails and order a snowboard bag. Actually I am not sure if I will manage to order it online as I need a wide bag so I can fit my boots with the snowboard in it...let's see. Other than that I have been cooking and cooking...seems like if you got nothing to do cooking is a good time killer:) I prepared cauliflower pure with veal steak and mushrooms. Curious to taste. I finished reading all my interesting books. Now I am reading one from Haruki Murakami but they are short stories and I don't feel I need to read it all in one breath. I have ordered meanwhile three books from amazon and I am preparing a to buy list for the time I will be home. I do enjoy reading in my native language. So far I got two books I plan to get on the list I hope by December the list grows. So if you read a book you really liked, do share:)

Before and after

And the housewife herself

50 Shades of Grey in Prague or a useless post

and no I don't mean the stupid trilogy but the horrible weather. I am afraid I didn't see the sun shine in ages and it starts to bother me. I have noticed I am very dependant on the sun light:) The more of it the better. As of today there are 2 months left till Christmas and me going home. I might need to start with buying presents slowly. Last Friday a friend had birthday so it was celebration time. We went to a cool place, new for me, so I am enriching my to go out list. I need to finally drag my ass to the gym. Haven't been there in ages...I think that's one of the reasons I feel so tired and sleepy lately. A total useless post:)

Longer weekend please

So unfair that the weekend is only two days long:( Can't wait for the next Friday

Сънищата и какво се опитват да ни кажат

Казват, че сънуването е начина по който мозъка преработва различни случки. Вярвам че е така тъй като няколко пъти съм сънувала неща от ежедневието ми, който са ме тормозели. Днес сънувах нещо, което ме кара да мисля, че съм една стъпка по близо до нормалното си аз. Знам че има дни в които всичко е по-розово и други в които може да се чуди човек от къде все е взела цялата тъга и глупави мисли, но за сега го приемам като добър знак...сънят ми.

Finally done with the 50 shades trilogy

and thank god! I only bought it because I read about it in Cosmo...okay in my defense I was on vacation and I do read magazines only then, otherwise I find Cosmopolitan also a very brainless magazine. But anyways...I read about it bought it and oh god I had to suffer. The Bulgarian translation of the book was not that great, the language that was used was on a low level and last but not least there were spelling mistakes. I think that is not okay. Anyways the books is about a student meeting a dominant guy and in the first book there is literally nothing happening, in the second book there was some more drama chasing, crazy ex lovers and in the third book they got married and lived happily ever after...got two kids and were in love :) Ajaja, as said I am glad I am done with it. Wouldn't say it is a must read but if you have some spare time and want to read something brainless than go for it. Now reading the third book from Hunger Games. There I have hire expectations. Speaking of reading and books...you should definitely check out the goodreads app. Really cool one and you can keep track of the books you have read etc.

And slowly the week is ending

There are few things I need to take care of like getting a case or sleeve for my notebook...looks like that the touch pad has a little crack. Have to go to the Apple store. Curious what they will tell me and if they will fix it. On the weekend I plan to hit the gym again. Haven't been there in ages due to the flu but I can't wait to sweat and feel my body more alive. At work things are busy and I suppose tomorrow will be even worse...of course it is Friday it has to be:) This weekend I am taking it easy and will not be hitting the bars. Good for the health and the pocket. I am trying to pull of a month challenge in which I do not buy any clothes or shoes...Will report in a month from now how it went. Last month I ordered few things from Mango and bought two pairs of jeans so it should last for a while. By the way it is so cold outside it is time to start the heating and soon Christmas will be around the corner and my birthday will be knocking on the door. Time passes by super quick it seems like but I can't complain. Just the opposite if it would be up to me I would fast-forward it half a year :)

Greece

Here are some pics from my second trip to Greece this summer

I am here!

Given the circumstances the last thing on my mind was to update the blog. I just didn't feel like writing. Anyways in the last two months my relationship ended, I moved out, I went for the second time this summer to the Greek seaside, I went to a Red Hot Chili Peppers concert in Sofia, I had my parents visit me, my flat got flooded, I bought my first vacuum cleaner, bed, iron and other shit...I partied, I learned to fight my fears,I experienced the magic of meeting someone, I revived my almost dead social life, I started learning French, I read a lot and last but not least I think I got to know myself a bit better.

Did you say brain bleach?

Brain bleach for me please... Okay joke aside I guess and hope that whatever we go through in life has a purpose. The least it should help us learn more about ourselves and help us avoid the same mistakes in the future. Whatever has caused us pain will never disappear and unfortunately there is no brain bleach which will erase it from our memories it will be like the scar...the one that doesn't hurt anymore but you can feel it once you touch it. I am currently going through a process of healing and recovering after a break up with my ex fiancee. Life after the break up has been quite intense and full with ups and downs. Few things I have realized are that there is nothing sure in life...even if your partner is the love of your life it may come to a point in which due to different circumstances you are left on your own. Bottom line I should always count on myself and myself only. If you are willing to get on the train with me, you are welcome but nevertheless, I should always keep in mind that I am on my own and even though we are two now, I can be forced to be on my own again in any given moment. The other thing I realized is that I need to be less blind. I should look realistically at things and not the way I want them to be. Otherwise it might turn out that I live a lie. I think whenever something feels right things tend to go smooth. If there is too much pushing from one of the sides I think it is a sign to pick your stuff and run. I was always afraid of the moment when all the feelings are gone. What do you do then? It is not that bad I have seen ...the habit keeps you going. Unfortunately then instead of being in a relationship and feeling good about it you feel you are in a trap. It is also very hard to take a decision because we have all heard that you realize what you got once you loose it. To a certain extend it might be true but on the other hand our brain tends to play games on us. I have caught myself thinking about the good moments we have had but on the other hand the last few months were nothing like that. I think every separation is painful because we have to fight the habit and adapt to our changed life but it can be also something that sets us free and gives us the opportunity to pursue our dreams and goals. Sometimes the relationship wasn't even perfect and it is nothing we should really miss but the habit...the habit of having someone ... that's the harder part. I think that what honorable people make is to keep things fair. Love doesn't last forever but cheating can't be the answer too. We cheat because we look for something that we can't find in our relationship. We need to be open about what we feel and share it with our partner. Even though I wasn't cheated on I feel a bit betrayed because it turned out that I was living a lie and it was expected of me to read minds...maybe it was a way to make me get the message and take action. I was stupid and convinced that I had made my choice and was satisfied with it. I should have seen it coming but I didn't. I wonder if it would be better if it would happen cold turkey but really do relationships in which all is perfect just fall apart like that? I am not so sure. I would think that all relationships which end were having some turbulent time before the end. Anyways...whatever it is there is no secret or rules to follow but sometimes we should listen to our 6th sense which is whispering things in our ear and not think oh fuck I made him move for me how can I tell him it is over and so on. I do agree now that it sucks to be the one who is left but I have my principles and I believe in them. I just hope time won't make me change too much. It has been two months since the breakup and few days ago I was feeling really sad. I thought each day would only make it better and maybe in the long run it does make it better I just need to bite through and then touch the scar and feel it is there but it doesn't hurt anymore. Looking and thinking of a brighter future with a passenger to join me on my train ride:) Keep smiling and keep believing in yourself!

One day baby we will be old ...

Okay guys...got my macbook pro...awesome...I think my new favorite gadget is not the iphone anymore but the macbook...so tiny, cool ah...:) Had a great end of the weekend in good company and beer

Macbook for me please

I bought a macbook pro, jujuhu and a bottle of rum;) on sunday i will have it delivered to me. Can't wait to get it and start using it. Next thing I am buying is an ipad. Long list of to buy stuff;)

Sail away

Sail away with me honey I put my heart in your hands Sail away with me honey now, now, now Sail away with me What will be will be I want to hold you now

getting excited!!!

Planning to buy a macbook oh can't wait:) Acer good bye haha:)

a lot of things happening..

I don't feel like writing too much about it but if I would have to summarize the last month and a half in my life...this are the things that happened: My relationship status changed after 5 years from engaged to single, I had to find a flat and move out, I went for a vacation to mend my broken heart, I came back to my new flat which got flooded the day after... Currently concentrating on reading a lot of books and getting rid of my flu... :)

Be my wife I think you were right that we should mate

tell your friends I got a factory of faith. Me loves red hot!

Swarowski and a broken ring

I bought this awesome Swarowski ring with a lady bug...and one beautiful day its wing fell off:( You can imagine my disappointment. I had thrown the bill for the ring and I was wondering if they will do something for me at the shop. I went to Palladium, they filled out a paper and asked me for the bill. I said I don't have it anymore but I could show them from my internet banking the amount I had paid. Now in 30 days I have to call and check what will happen.

Somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end, always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was over But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over But had me believing it was always something that I'd done But I don't wanna live that way Reading into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough No you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records and then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know [x2] Somebody (I used to know) Somebody (Now you're just somebody that I used to know) (I used to know) (That I used to know) (I used to know) Somebody

Първата ми нощ в новия апартамент

Ден незнам си кой си бийнг сингъл. А по радиото звучи i am gonna live ma life o oooo. Нека силата бъде с мен;)

Клуб разбито сърце

Бях забравила как проблемите намират проявление в сънищата. Казано на кратко едва заспах от жегата, а после се събудих от сюжетите, които мойто креативно подсъзнание беше създало.

Когато ти е тежко има два варианта

Да се свиеш в черупката си и да се чувстваш смачкан или да си кажеш "и к'фо от това" и да продължиш. Благодарна съм че имам семейство, което ще направи всичко за мен и ме обича.

След пет години и един диамант ...

Животът ми е на път да се промени драстично. Промени здравейте!

Pitty they are too small

The truth about us

tell me about being bored...so I was browsing the website of a bg tv channel to find something to watch and I found the show called "The truth about us". It is about couples who would like to get married but before that they ask each other questions, which are checked by the lie detector. Oh man, what did I just watch:) I saw few couples...one about a 36 year old woman and a 20 year old boy who have decided they are made for each other...a gypsy girl and a bulgarian boy... awesome:)) I am not sure I would like to ask questions and hear their answers...but good luck to the people who have decided to go for that:)

The perfect shoes

The perfect shoes! Super impressed by the fact that they are comfy!!!

Sightseeing and relax

Saturday was exhausting as we made the most of it by visiting Karlstejn and going to the aqua park. It is funny how with the time I am afraid to go on water slides and have fears which for sure weren't there when I was a kid. I drove to the aqua park and back as I have to train for our trip. Saturday was so exhausting that I slept till 10 this morning;)). Here some pics from yesterday

I met Homer and had a beer

So we finally went to the best burgers in town. A small place in Zizkov. Didn't get a pic of the burgers but at least the beer I captured;)


The place is called yes burger and there is one in downtown Prague as well.